What Haven’t You Read?

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It would appear from the silence emanating from my trivia question that no one has read The Sun Also Rises. That means you suck.

There’s a thread over at Tingle Alley discussing this very thing. Shocking revelations! Someone has read no Faulkner? No Flannery O’Connor? No Great Gatsby?

I confessed that until this year, I hadn’t read The Awakening, Beloved, or Their Eyes Were Watching God. I still haven’t read any Vonnegut novels. I need to read more Faulkner and Fitzgerald than I have. I haven’t read Moby-Dick (just lots of really good plot summaries and films). I never finished The Grapes of Wrath. I haven’t read Of Mice and Men. I haven’t read A Farewell to Arms.

I really suck.

What haven’t you read?


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Here is Your Moment of Zen

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I think I have a difficult job. Most people agree with that assessment. I was talking with colleagues yesterday. One gave up a lucrative career because it was not satisfying in order to do something that fulfilled something in her that her high-paying job could not — she wanted to make an impact on the world. There is an assumption made by some that if one fails at some job or another — let’s say engineering, for example — one can always teach. An engineer can know all the math and science technically required to teach it, but does he or she possess the capability of helping students grasp it? Can he or she inspire? Even control the classroom to the degree that learning takes place?

There are few things that really grab me like teaching. When I have a really productive or interesting discussion with a class, well, I can’t say it’s like I’m on a high, but it feels invigorating. It revives me, somehow. One of my colleages said she teaches because it helps her continue to learn. I agree completely. I won’t go so far as to say it keeps me young. Frankly, right now, I’m not very concerned with that issue anyway. It does keep my mind moving, though. I really enjoy it. I don’t know what I would do if I ever had to give it up. For the few years I was unsure of myself and unhappy in my profession, I still kept at it. It was as if there was this nagging feeling that if I gave it up, I would regret it. And I did give it up for a time. But I came back. I guess I can’t stay away. I think a lot of people would have decided to do something else. I doubt many people in my position would have been so determined to keep at it. That’s not arrogance. There are astonishing statistics to back that up. Depending on which study is cited, anywhere from 20 to 30% of first-year teachers quit after that year. Within the first three years, 30-50% of teachers leave the profession. That is amazing. That means that if you make it past the third year, you have a 50% chance of sticking with it as a career. I guess I beat the odds, but I never would have believed it a couple of years ago, or even last year, when I was at the lowest point in my career.

When I was going through my teacher training courses at UGA, one of the projects I was required to complete was a dialogue journal with my supervising teacher and lead professor. I jotted down my thoughts about issues, my questions, my concerns, my complaints. Whatever I observed, I wrote down, leaving a wide margin on the right. My supervising teacher read this and wrote comments on the margin. Finally, my lead professor read both our comments and added her own. It was one of the most useful things I did in terms of preparation for the classroom, because it taught me to be reflective. I don’t think any teacher can ever be a good teacher if she doesn’t ask herself how things went and how she can improve for next time. It has to be okay not to be 100% “on” all the time. No one is. It is essential, however, to constantly evaluate my performance. One of the best compliments I received as I completed my teacher training came from my professor. She told me that I had what it took to be a reflective teacher for life. On the surface, that may not seem like glowing praise, but in light of statistics, she was basically saying I was one of the few who could make a career of this crazy thing; not only that, I could be a teacher who would constantly learn and think about what I was doing. After watching so many peers stagnate and mark time until retirement, I realize what my professor was really saying. She was saying I could get the hang of this thing. What is really rewarding is getting the hang of it and loving it at the same time. I can’t think of anything more rewarding than helping students learn something.

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Their Eyes Were Watching God… The Movie

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Last night, ABC ran its premiere of Their Eyes Were Watching God, adapted from Zora Neale Hurston’s novel of the same name. You can read my review of the novel here. I enjoyed the movie. I thought the casting was excellent, especially Halle Berry as Janie. The soundtrack was excellent and very appropriate. The acting was subtle — much was communicated with the simplest gesture or look. However, some of the charm of the dialect was lost. I heard it come through at times in the dialogue, but not like I remembered in the novel. Also, the scene in which Janie finally tells Jody off did not even come close to the power that scene had in the novel. Janie was still way too meek. That scene is my major gripe about this adaptation. I felt that it was a bit hard to believe that Janie wouldn’t age at all over the course of 20 years.

The actor who played Tea Cake, Michael Ealy, had a great deal of magnetism, and his chemistry with Berry was palpable. My first thought when he came on the screen was, “Uh-oh… here come Tea Cake…” If you had read the book, you just knew him as soon as he came onscreen.

Much of storytelling is taken out, and the trial is deleted entirely, but the cast perfectly caught the gossipy old hens on their porch whispering about Janie and Tea Cake, and I teared up when Tea Cake and Janie danced. I was thinking of Zora Neale Hurston. I was thinking that this book was published in 1937 and basically died. It wasn’t resurrected until Alice Walker came along. It wasn’t part of the canon of American Literature until very recently. What a vindication for Hurston, who must have known what a fine book she had written.

The costumes were historically accurate — very beautiful clothes for Janie and everyone else dressed as I imagined. The juke joint in the Everglades was perfect. Watching Tea Cake’s descent into rabies was touching and sad.

At several points, Janie references the title of the book in the movie. I felt that was overdone for those watchers who were unfamiliar with the book. The title comes from the scene when the hurricane is coming, and it seems out of place and odd for Janie to keep telling us, when she looks up, that she’s watching God.

Overall, I have to give it a high rating. It was very enjoyable.


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Boston #8: The Last

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The last entry from my paper journal written during my trip to Boston.

2/15 Flight Home

We were much farther from New York this time, but I could still pick it out off in the distance. That’s amazing. I need to travel more. It’s hard with small children. I come from a family not real bent on traveling. When we went somewhere, it was to visit someone — not just for the sake of going there. I like going places, seeing them first hand. Touching history.

It’s funny. I had my camera out ready to take pictures of the ground, but E- was right. The glare from the window renders the sites on the ground impossible to see. Yet I saw it with my eyes. My eyes can go, it would seem, where a camera cannot. I went to Boston. I saw it with my own eyes. Not pictures from a book or film. I was there. I touched a headstone carved for a two-year-old child who died in the 1600s. I watched my students wage a second Battle of Bunker Hill with snowballs. I sat in a pew in one of the oldest churches in America. I sat in complete and perfect silence on the frozen surface of Walden Pond. I became Emerson’s transparent eyeball and took in the city of Boston.


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Livejournal Syndicate

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After only around a year in operation, Much Madness is Divinest Sense is in syndication already. Woo! Let’s roll out the reruns!

Seriously, Mandie of MouseTrout.org has created a Livejournal syndicate to keep up with this blog. Maybe you want to use it, too?

Thanks, Mandie. That was nice of you! A permanent link to the syndicate appears in the sidebar, near the Bloglines subscription image-link.


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The Handmaid’s Tale

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Last night I completed Margaret Atwood’s The Handmaid’s Tale, a dystopic vision of America’s near future as governed by the religious right. Some time in the 1980s, I suppose, “feminist” became a dirty word. It is an insult, spat with the same venom as “liberal.” It is no surprise that Atwood’s novel was published, then, in the 1980s, during the Reagan-era bashing of both feminists and liberals.

According to Webster’s, feminism is “the theory of the political, economic, and social equality of the sexes” and “organized activity on behalf of women’s rights and interests.” I am a feminist. I think a great many people today are misinformed about what feminism really means. They will say they believe in gender equality, but they are not feminists. What’s the difference? It’s a matter of connotation.

The Handmaid’s Tale centers around Offred, a handmaid in the near future after ecological disaster has decreased fertility among women and viability among infants. Offred has viable ovaries, so she, along with her fellow handmaids, have been given the task of producing children. In fact, their lives depend on it. Political disaster occurs when the president is assassinated and Congress is slaughtered in a rain of machine-gunfire. The Constitution is suspended. In a cashless society, it is easy to cut women off from their money. The way Offred tells the tale, it seems as though freedoms eroded bit by bit. One day, she turned around, and she was divested of all her rights. She no longer lives in Cambridge, Massachusetts, USA, but in the Republic of Gilead. And there is no balm in Gilead.

I find it very ironic that Atwood chose to set her story in Cambridge, a city known for its liberal views — so much so, in fact, that it is often known as the “People’s Republic of Cambridge.” Atwood seems to be saying that the events in her book could happen anywhere — even in one of the major strongholds of liberalism. In her novel, Harvard ceases to be a university and becomes the headquarters for the Eyes, the (of course) omnipresent force of spies that keep the citizens of Gilead in line… or else they wind up hanging from hooks on the wall by Harvard Yard. During my recent trip to Boston, I walked along Massachusetts Avenue, right by that wall. I didn’t go inside the campus, but one of my students did. She made a very interesting observation — moreso to me now that I’ve read this book. She said once you go behind that wall, it is quiet. You can’t hear the traffic flying by on the other side of the wall. What an ideal setting for Atwood’s Eyes.

The title of The Handmaid’s Tale hearkens back to Geoffrey Chaucer’s The Canterbury Tales. I think that is appropriate. In some ways, Chaucer was attacking his own society’s views through humor, and Offred’s “gallows humor” contributes much to the book’s success. I found her to be a very human character. She does not always make admirable choices, but she makes believable ones. She is not an epic heroine, but rather a woman living under extraordinary circumstances.

If Atwood is not quite fair to the religious right in America, one cannot deny that there are women in this world who live very much like the characters in this novel. I do not think most people in the religious right, especially women, would like to live like Atwood’s characters. However, I think this novel serves as fair warning to the Phyllis Schlaflys of the world. Atwood does not limit her critique to the religious right. She also takes feminists to task for their staunch opposition to pornography. Atwood insinuates that it is dangerous to censor such material, regardless of our thoughts on the issue.

This novel was frightening. As I read, I was not so much scared that this will one day happen in America. What really scared me is that it is happening in many parts of the world, right now, as I write this. I don’t know what can be done to change that, but I think we need to try.


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The Awakening

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Oh, dear reader, I have been remiss. I didn’t post my review of Kate Chopin’s classic short novel, The Awakening as soon as I was finished, and I need to update my bookshelf.

The Awakening was difficult for me to read. It wasn’t that I found it over my head conceptually — it was just hard for me to watch Edna Pontellier’s downward spiral. She wanted so badly to be a free spirit, but she was doomed before she ever began. A society bent on conformity was not her only obstacle — she also faced her own inability to truly see what she needed to be in order to be free of contraint. She needed to become Mademoiselle Reisz.

I recently taught this novel, and I found myself steering towards a feminist critic’s take on it. I think it might be the best analysis of the novel. Three men in Edna’s life seek to possess her for different purposes. Her husband, Léonce, wants a submissive, conventional wife and mother to tend to his house and children. Alcée Arobin is after another notch on his bedpost. I think perhaps Robert Lebrun is the most dangerous of all — he wants Edna, but he is not willing to defy convention to be with her. He toys with her feelings and controls her more than her husband or lover, Arobin, ever do. It is when Edna sees that even true love is not enough to move Robert against society that she succumbs to the seduction of the sea and drowns herself. Don’t hate me because I gave away the ending. It was known to me the entire time I read the book and did not lessen my appreciation of the book.

The Awakening is a very quick read. My copy was only about 100 pages. I felt Chopin’s character development was an achievement. The characters were realistic. Edna is very flawed, but Chopin presents her just as we might see her with no editorial lens on the part of the author skewing our vision. I felt her description was especially vivid. I had a clear picture of Grande Isle and old New Orleans as I read. There are so many levels to this book, and I think it still speaks to the ways in which we constrain ourselves, whether society is really at fault or not. I was reminded of Edith Wharton’s The Age of Innocence, which is another favorite of mine.

I don’t know how I went 33 years before reading this book, but I’m glad I didn’t go any longer. You shouldn’t either.


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