Brokeback Mountain

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I am probably the last person on earth to see this movie, and I hesitated to write about it here, because it’s so last year or something, but who cares. It’s my blog, and you don’t have to read about how much I loved a movie that came out last year.

One of the things people say over and over about Brokeback Mountain is that it stays with you. I felt that after initially reading the short story. It was so powerful, so spare, and so moving. I don’t often tell my husband he has to read something, because our reading tastes (most of the time) aren’t all that similar. It isn’t that he doesn’t like literature. I think he just sees reading true crime as research, and I think that’s the direction he sees himself going, writer-wise. One thing I read that Larry McMurtry said after reading Annie Proulx’s short story “Brokeback Mountain,” was that he wished he’d written it. That was how I felt after I read it. I can’t explain why, because it’s not like anything I write. It reminded me, actually, of Cormac McCarthy. The characters were so well drawn with so few words. They were so real. And their story was so moving. I haven’t stopped thinking about it since I read it, and after seeing the movie, well, I can’t say I’m speechless, because here I am blathering, but it was probably one of the most amazing movies I’ve ever seen in my life.

One of the things that pierced me to the core was the sky. The sky only looks like that in the West. The movie was filmed in Canada, but I was forcibly reminded of the landscape and sky in Colorado, where I grew up. You kind of forget that sky, I guess, but then when you see it again, like I did in this movie, it seizes you; it all comes flooding back. My family has lived in the West, mostly in Texas, since the late 1800’s. I kept thinking of the trips we’d make to see my great-grandparents, who lived in a very small town in Texas. It looked so much like the small towns in this movie. The house that Jack’s parents lived in was so much like my great-grandparents’ house. They paid $500 for it when they first married and lived there until they died in the 1980’s. Everything about the setting in this movie was totally authentic. It made me so homesick.

I think it’s a shame that Heath Ledger had to make this movie the same year that Philip Seymour Hoffman made Capote. I have not seen Capote yet, but Steve loved it and said Hoffman was totally deserving of the Oscar he won for best actor. If it had not been for Hoffman, I feel sure nothing would have stood in Ledger’s way of winning the Oscar. He was incredible. I am related to guys like Ennis, and Ledger perfectly captured that set of the jaw and the way they swallow their words. There is a beauty in their simplicity. It took me a long time to appreciate that.

One of the things I admired about the story, and then the movie, was the way that it dealt with Ennis and Jack’s relationship as one of passion and love — one that couldn’t be fulfilled because of society and Ennis’s fears. I can’t figure out how to explain this, but you don’t dwell on the fact that they are two men in love so much as that they are two people in love, and they can’t be together. It’s heartbreaking. On the one hand, it’s rather obvious that it’s two men, but somehow that isn’t where you focus. It is so subtle, and I just can’t figure out how to explain it. On the one hand, I hate to even say that, because it insinuates that there’s a problem with having a love story about two men. Let’s face it — in our modern American society, there still is, isn’t there?

Obviously you’d probably have to be living under a rock not to have heard some of the more famous lines, and having read the story, I knew how it would end. I was still sobbing at the end. It was so moving — the tiny little shrine Ennis created in his closet. I started crying when Ennis and Jack parted for the last time, and I didn’t stop until the film was over. If anything, I just sobbed harder.

The movie was incredibly faithful to Annie Proulx’s story. The women characters were fleshed out a bit. Some of the relationships were expanded a bit. I don’t remember the Thanksgiving scene at Jack’s being in the story. The Thanksgiving scene at Alma’s was rendered exactly as it was written in the story.

In all, the movie was pitched perfectly. The actors, screenwriters, and director are to be commended on their performances.

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The Future of the Literature Carnival

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I have been hosting the Literature Carnival for approximately six months now.  I had hoped it would catch on so that by this time, I would receive enough submissions that I could simply put them together (with some flair).  That hasn’t happened.  I have some mild interest from a few quarters, but aside from the interest of a few regulars, the carnival hasn’t really gone anywhere, and I’m not sure it’s doing any of the submitters any good to send their posts to me (at least, it’s not if generating traffic to their sites is a goal).

I wish I had time to be more aggressive about tracking down posts and getting people to link the carnival, but the fact is that I don’t.  I have three kids and a full-time job that is very demanding.  I admit, too, that my interest in maintaining the carnival has waned.  I have found myself resenting the obligation when there is not much support or interest.  It is different with the Harry Potter Carnival I also host.  In that case, I find the process of putting together the carnival interesting, and the fact that not many folks stop by doesn’t bother me.  In other words, I do it because I like it and find it interesting and fun.  I haven’t felt that way about the Literature Carnival in a while.

If you are interested in seeing the Literature Carnival continue, please contact me about taking it over.  I will not be doing any more carnivals after the next edition.  If I have no takers, I will delete the carnival.

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Matthew Pearl

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The Poe ShadowI went out tonight for the first time in a while, which is something I need to do more often. I went to the Decatur Library, home of the Georgia Center for the Book, which hosted a book reading, discussion, and signing for Matthew Pearl, author of The Dante Club (see my review). He has a new book out entitled The Poe Shadow; it centers around the mysterious circumstances of the death of Edgar Allan Poe. What I am about to share makes me appear a bit fangirly, which makes me nervous, since I know Matthew Pearl has at least seen my English class blog — he sent me an e-mail after finding a post in which I recommended that to my students that we all read The Poe Shadow over summer break and have a book club discussion. He graciously thanked me for recommending the book to my students. I was, of course, thrilled by this.

Tonight, when I was getting my book signed, I mentioned the blog post and the e-mail, and he said “Oh, you’re Ms. Huff!” Squee! OK. I won’t do that again, I promise. I was so excited that he remembered me. I wish my students had been there.

He is quite funny in person, and had some really interesting things to share about the writing process. It made me want to write again. I need to sit down and think about what I want to write about, but I definitely want to do some more.

I don’t know why, but I am always so happy and surprised to discover that writers are nice. I suppose I expect them to be too busy or too important to be nice, and when they are, as they invariably are, it makes me so happy.

I won a page of the manuscript of The Dante Club by correctly answering the following question: How old was Poe’s wife Virginia when he married her?

Do you know the answer? I’m not giving you my manuscript page if you do. That’s going in a frame in my classroom.

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Literature Carnival, Fourteenth Edition

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Welcome to the Literature Carnival!

Ellesmere ChaucerDid you know that Geoffrey Chaucer Hath a Blog (E-I-E-I-O)? Go check it out. It’s very well-done and quite funny. I can’t remember if I’ve mentioned the efforts of bloggers on behalf of Henry David Thoreau or Samuel Pepys before. If you know of others, please make sure to submit them for the next carnival.

Joe Kissell shares information about the Bodleian Library at the Interesting Thing of the Day.

Ali Eteraz presents his short work “Divine Retribution.”

The big news this fortnight is that Donald Hall has been selected as our new poet laureate. Matthew Sollars at the Oxford UP Blog has more.

Product placement is a fact of life in film. The folks at Gawker take issue with its use in literature.

You can check out the latest edition of the Carnival of Children’s Literature over at Here in the Bonny Glen.

Knowing your Hamlet is becoming more “attractive and viable” in today’s world.

Check out Ashok’s commentary on Emily Dickinson’s “What I can do — I will” at Ashok’s Blog.

Why do we read anyway? I agree with Whosit.

Thanks for stopping by. Remember that we really can use your submissions. The next edition will be hosted by Gawain and will appear on July 1, barring any unforeseen circumstances.

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Last.fm

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I was thinking about downloading Flock, even though I am a very loyal Firefox user. It looks like it will be really good for blogging, especially the two carnivals I regularly host. I was checking out Flock’s article “Introducing Flock Beta 1,” and I noticed in their sidebar that they had a playlist of Pixies music linked to something I hadn’t heard of called Last.fm. I went and checked it out, and it’s so cool! You download a plugin and software, search for artists you like, and it find a “station” playing that sort of stuff. At least that’s how I understand it. You can skip tracks if you want, too. I wonder what the RIAA will make of it, but then again, you aren’t actually downloading the songs. It’s more like creating your own custom radio station that plays what you like.  It does seem to be a relatively painless way of trying out music before you buy, too.

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Self-Conscious? I Guess it Just Depends

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I stopped by Kroger on the way back from my school, where I picked up the flash drive I had left in the back of the computer in my classroom and a laptop I checked out for use at an upcoming conference I’m attending.  The woman behind me in line had a frightening countenance, garishly painted in the most unnatural hues.  The John Cougar Mellencamp song “Jack and Diane” was playing over Kroger’s music system.  She was singing along, and not quietly.  I tried to ignore her, but it got to be too difficult.  I noticed that she was purchasing a package of small/medium Depends in a bright pink plastic bag.  If I was buying something like that, I’m not sure I’d be drawing attention to myself by singing really loudly along with the store music, but that’s just me.  Then as the checker was processing her purchase, she started to put the Depends in a plastic grocery bag.  The woman stopped her, saying she didn’t need a bag.

The incredulous clerk asked, just to be sure, “You don’t want a bag?”  Let me finish her thought — you don’t mind carrying this big bag of adult diapers into the parking lot where everyone can see it?

The strange customer said, “No, it has handles on the top.”

Sure enough she carried the bag out into the parking lot, hopped into her car, and sped off.

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Busy Day

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This morning, I was re-certified as a CPR/First Aid first responder. I don’t think I’ve ever had such a good CPR class. Everything was very clear and easy to understand with plenty of time for practice. We even got to practice the Heimlich maneuver. I have been told how to do this in every class I’ve taken, but it was really valuable to actually get a chance to try it on a dummy. My grandmother saved my life by performing the Heimlich maneuver on me when I was 11. We also learned how to use a defibrillator and epipen, neither of which I knew. I think it was the best CPR/First Aid class I’ve ever taken.

This afternoon, those of us who were interested were treated to a tour of the new school building, which is currently under construction. I got to see my classroom in its current unfinished state, and it will be big.

So today was the last day! Post-planning is over, and I’m done. In two weeks I’m going to a workshop with the biology teacher and one of the English teachers. I have some reading I’ll need to do for that class. Matter of fact, I have some summer reading to do, as I think (at least I was led to believe) I’d be teaching seniors next year, and I’ve not read any of their summer reading selections before.

I am going to relax a little bit, but I have a lot of planning I want to do this summer.

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Comment Strangeness

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Steve doesn’t look in on what I write, so I’m probably safe in posting this, but then again, there might be two people who read his blog who know I exist and visit here, so I might be better off minding my p’s and q’s. Nah.

I don’t keep up with Steve’s blog for two reasons: 1) a childish indignancy over the fact that he doesn’t keep up with mine, boring though it most likely is; and 2) the true-crime stuff is ghoulish, and I don’t like reading about it. Anyway, if I want to know about “secret infections, hidden deformities, assaults upon children” (“Good Country People,” Flannery O’Connor), then I can count on my mom. Every once in a while, however, I do check in to see what’s what.

Steve’s blog is fairly popular, and he has captured the notice of journalists. He has appeared on several TV programs, most notably, Dateline, as a true-crime talking head. He knows that journalists read his blog and groused mightily one recent evening about one talking head in particular whom he feels regularly pirates his work. I am supportive of Steve, but I stay out of it. In a way, I think he likes it like that. I think it keeps him grounded. After reading comments on a recent post, I guess I can see why he’d need that. I was kind of trying not to retch over the fact that the majority them were so, well, fawning is a word that comes to mind. Steve’s just a regular guy. He farts. He belches. He breathes. You’d almost think he was on some other plane based on the comments he gets on his blog and MySpace (me — I’m still holding strong against getting one). It’s kind of scary to me on one level, because these folks don’t seem to realize he’s just a person like they are. People who have that sort of opinion of a television personality, writer, musician, or what have you are probably, for the most part, OK; there are always weirdos, however, and true-crime brings them out of the woodwork.

Jealous? Nah, I’m not, though I admit it would be a logical conclusion to reach. Steve’s online writing has always been more popular than mine, and I accepted it a long time ago. I do what I do, and I let him get on with doing what he does. If I was truly jealous, I don’t know that we could make our marriage work. Seriously. It would be a bit like professional jealousy, and I can think of plenty of marriages that professional jealousy has torn apart. Comments are nice. I don’t mind getting them. But if I am writing to fish for complimentarly comments, I’m writing for all the wrong reasons, and I’m wasting everybody’s time, mine included. A cursory look at this blog and any other blog I keep (note the lack of updates) should tell you I write when and what I feel like.

Nah, I’m not jealous. If you want to know the truth, I’m glad my blogs aren’t popular. I would feel more compelled to update, and that’s a burden I don’t want. I have watched Steve become increasingly chained to his blog, and it worries me. If I didn’t think perhaps money might come out of it (sooner or later, anyway), then I think I would be more alarmed than I am. I can see that what he is trying to do is lay the foundation for a career, and I am trying to support that. I don’t know if I could stand being in the spotlight, such as it is, like Steve is.

So if I’m not jealous, what’s my problem? Why do the comments on Steve’s blog and MySpace bother me? These folks are most likely quite normal, but what if they’re not? We already had a run-in with one reader/commenter who actually lives nearby and claimed to have been in trouble with the law for stalking. When I became uncomfortable with the level of communication between her and Steve and let them know, she at first apologized, then later, sent a scathing e-mail accusing me of over-reacting in the extreme (sorry — just a little worried about that record of stalking she had) and inventing the problem, which would most likely result in the demise of my marriage. What I am worried about is how many of these weirdos are out there, putting my husband on a pedestal of sorts (and blowing smoke up his rear). It’s hard to keep your head when stuff like that is happening, or so I would suppose. I wouldn’t like to see Steve start buying into it too much. I also don’t want to be attacked by some nut who thinks she’s his destiny.

So far, so good, and all I have to do is ruminate over these things. I am just hoping it stays that way. I wouldn’t want either of us to wind up on some rival crime blog or anything.

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